Sunday

Even before I've opened my eyes
and peered out beyond the creaky eyelids;
My first sense is the feel
of your warm back against my chest.
My eyes open and adjust to the low light of the room,
the faint sound of rain still pitter pattering gently
beyond the glass and the bushes outside.

My nostrils awaken
to the whiff of your brown curly hair
and the smell of you is rich in my nose.
The smell travels up and my brain deciphers it
- it is a smell it likes and treasures,
and it greedily makes the nose take a generous breath,
as my chin rests against your warm, freckled and smooth shoulders.

I look intently at your reclined form;
whatever I can see from where I am behind you
and watch your body rise and fall as you breathe,
gently as the warm summer breeze through the trees along the riverbank.
The rest of my body wakes
and my hand feels the gentle curve of you hip, pauses;
then pulls the covers up and over your exposed shoulder.

You begin to sense me behind you,
not from my hand against your body,
nor my thights pressed up behind yours,
but the warm breath against the back of your neck,
and the soft, wet, tiny kisses I plant there.
I kiss you on your neck below the ear
and I hear you moan softly.
Is it love, is it pleasure?

Your eyes open and take in the surroundings.
You draw in a deep breath of air
and snuggle against the warm covers.
your hands leave in search of mine.
My hands are on their own adventure;
exploring the hitherto unvisited shape of your bottom.
It is a land begging to be caressed.
It does not speak of your eager sexuality,
but shouts it aloud. I rejoice in them and knead them firmly yet slowly.

You are aware of little moaning and groaning noises behind you
as I grasp your hips and gasp as my excitment builds.
The bloods has begun to flow
and you are suddenly aware
of something firm pressed against your warm, naked bottom.
It is like laying with a semi-wild animal,
who may at any moment revert back to the baser instincts.
Your thoughts are suddenly frenzied and you are barely think to decide
if you should encourage me or try to enjoy the warm, freshly awakened bed.

You feel warm and your brain clouds over
and you know that chemically your body is warming you up -
colloquially, you are getting horny.
You try not to think about it
but your body betrays you -
without doing anything, you are feeling warm
and between your legs you are already glistening with moisture.

I am anxious.
Unsure if you have slept well.
if you enjoyed the night,
if you enjoyed the lovemaking,
if you enjoyed the fellatio,
if you enjoyed the fucking,
if you are satisfied,
or only just happy to be with me.

I am also anxious not to ask you
for I don't want to seem to concerned.
"Good morning", I say.
And my hands depart from their newly explored lands
and journey slowly
along the defined valley of your spine
and they come to rest around your waist
and I squeeze you a morning hug.

But you can already feel me stiffening,
lengthening
and your mind is a hot rush of questions
and desire.
You can also feel both our hearts
beating strongly and quickly in the morning hush,
with only the faint sound of rain outside as a backdrop.

You smile to yourself.
You face hidden from me.
I face the thick brown forest of curly brown hair
and you sense a pause from me.
I am unsure what you want
and am torn between pursuing my instincts,
and wanting to keep this moment
for they do not come around regularly.
You have not moved,
you have not spoken,
and I exhale a little sigh. Is it frustration?
That you not moved from your position and pursued me?
"I love you" , I whisper into your ear.

It doesn't have to end this way. The future is not determined - you can make a difference. What do you do? What do you do?

What will she do?

WIll she turn around and embrace him?

Will he turn around and go back to sleep?

Will they make love in the early morning light?

Will the bed creak from their lusty thrusting?

Will they hold each other and peer out the window and watch the early sun drive away the rain? until only the drips from the roofs are heard?

Saturday

Listening to the patter of rain
as it falls on everything outside
and as it trickles away.
Listening to you moan softly.
Feeling your warm skin
against mine and feeling you breathe
as we talk, laugh, kiss, gasp
and live our lives under the warm, smooth cottony sheets.

Warm bodies sliding
against one another under the sheets.
Muffled laughter and giggles
as joints and arms bang up together
and your warm thighs wrapped around my leg.
Telling lies under the covers
and the warm, pillowy duvet under
an intensely snuggly blanket.

Grasping the smooth curves of your hip
and watching you close your eyes
and as you bite your lip
I explore your flanks and your round, freckled shoulders.
Your soft hands hold my head
and we stare intently into each others eyes.

You caress the warm, rough face
and then turn around to whip open the covers
to let some air in
my hands slide down to your back
and you can feel them around your waist
as I smell your neck and your arms.
Softly gasping and moaning
you can feel me pressed against you
and you cannot believe that you are wanting to let go
and give in to your urges.
But it is early on the Saturday
and the sheets feel so smooth on your warm, white skin.

We crawl up, sit up
and I read you a story in bed
as you rest your head on my chest and feel me breathe.
My chest rising and falling
as you listen to my voice reading
and my heart responding beneath.
Stereophonic love.

All I can see
is a mop of short brown hair
in soft curls
and I wonder if you are happy or content.
I pause to look at you
and try to imagine what you are thinking about
and can only see you staring into eternity at the foot of the bed
where the covers are entwined.
I kiss your head through your hair
and your hand travels arcoss my chest
and rests over my heart.

Your fingers play on my chest
and brush against my nipple
bolts of pleasure fires through my body
and you feel me moan
and my breath quickening.
the reading slows in-between gasps
as your fingers lightly tease
Your thighs shift and pin one of my legs
and you look up and smile.