Where am I?

You must find once more
the long and lonely nights
trying to understand
and trying to see the visions
of the helpless and confused mind

the images swirl
in the dark ceilings of the bedroom
and the mind drifts in warm hazy visions
of our time together

the answers are there
in that place deep within us
where we know who we are
where we know what we are
where we are complete

My love lives there
deep within the smallest seed
buried within the deepest, darkest
crevices of your soul

Smiling and sobbing
crying softly
waving as bravely as it can
for there is no mirror
and no light

if you do not look for it
you will not find it
it is buried amid the dark
recesses of you

spaces you have hidden so long ago
forgotten that they exist.
together they cry out in the unheard wailing
deep within your heart

on those days you sit
and stare into the cloudy skies
or gaze undisturbed
into the empty spaces in your home

the little voice of my love
is all that I have left inside you
it is me
sitting quietly on a small wooden stool
waiting to be called to love again

I am here
waiting for you
when you are
ready